no time for sickness

"I can feel my throat starting to be soar but im sorry i dont have time to be sick" ;) This is what I told myself yesterday! hell yeah chacha way to go!!!
Last night I drank alot and SMOKE alot although I knew it would not be a good idea (for my throat, you know) but today I actually feel better than yesterday!!! maybe because I'm happy! incredible!! :)

I wish you a nice sunday, bitches :)

TTYL!

be patient

If you're patient, it's good! if you're unpatient it's not so good cause life is not a rush.
And sometimes it's better to give things time and NOT THINK!









don't worry, let yourself be happy. enjoy life!

:)


good night, bitches !

too little

You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You're just a good chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway
Go find someone else
And letting you go
I'm loving myself

<3

off to tha gym

I'm bringing my 2,5litre bottle of water :D it's important to drink before and after the exercise (and not too much during) :-)



my dog have been sleeping for 24hours now , how is that possible? haha


Have a good evening, bitches :)

Each man's life represents a road toward himself.

Every day you may make progress. Every step may be fruitful. Yet there will stretch out before you an ever-lengthening, ever-ascending, ever-improving path. You know you will never get to the end of the journey. But this, so far from discouraging, only adds to the joy and glory of the climb.

- Sir Winston Churchill

TTYL, bitches :)

Once a clown, always a clown

hahaha Gosh, I found this picture taken from a photographer in the nightclub I went to with the two barbies, and of course I'm laughing like a clown :P and they look all serious and classy haha! I will never learn :P or maybe one day........ but I prefer to laugh, it's more fun :0)

I couldnt live without:

Sushi and Smoothies. So amazingly good!!


Have a nice monday, bitches :)

Surrounded by Barbies

Here is me with the lovely barbies!! they always look classy, and I don't ;)

Night in Paris

It's so fun to party in Paris :D especially when you go with friends who look like barbies and who gets everything for free x) It's crazy how things work!






hope u had a nice weekend, bitches!! TTYL :)

look into my eyes

"Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
You don't see a damn thing
'cause you can't relate to me"




:) :) :)

tomorrow is a new day

I hope you'll have a fantastic day tomorrow!!





good night my friends!

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO NOT DO WHAT YOU LOVE

hey I just want to tell you that you can do whatever you want in your life. all the choices you make are your own..at least they should be. if ure doing something u dislike or something you feel is not meant for you ,or worse, you do it to please someone, then STOP IT. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO NOT DO WHAT YOU LOVE :)

When I repeat that sentence in my head it makes me happy , relaxed and I feel like the whole world is open for me ! you can never get enough of dreams and ideas until you find what suits you!






Have a good night :)

Cat and Mouse

I had a very nice halloween :) hope you did too!!

TTYL, BITCHES

happy halloween!

I just got back from an amazing workout class and tonight im gonna celebrate halloween with REAL good friends :):)

trick or treat, bitches ;)

life is a party

..........but not forever ;)

im back in paris. normally i dont like to take the plane very much, its boring and i feel heavy because of all the sitting and waiting , but this time it went by very fast and i actually kinda enjoyed the trip . and the view of paris from the plane is BEAUTIFUL!!

Paris is a beautiful and exciting city (when you don't think of all the negative sides of it of course). I can't wait to enjoy my time here before christmas :)

November, be a nice month, please be good to me!!

good night, bitches :)

fuck

Whenever i go to norway i sleep at my dad's place and EVERYTIME i have almost no will or energy to workout :s its so strange its like all my energy is being sucked out :(  Im gonna try to do some exercice today but i dont think it will even last 30minutes :/  maybe I should follow one of SUZANNA SPEARS workout videos! type in BODYROCKSTV on youtube and you'll find her! she's amazing and a big inspiration :)

fucking cold

I've been in Norway since tuesday night and Im telling you IT'S COLD ! winter is approaching with big steps, and I feel like it was summer yesterday............................ *_*

have a good evening :)

haha :P

hello

hi today is a kind of day where i have to write a to do list so i dont forget anything before I go to Norway tomorrow!

And I'm going to the gym later on :D hurray for that!

have nice day, bitches :)

ten facts about you

cute

hair and makeup

heeeey! yesterday I got totally styled up by my two barbiedoll friends before we went clubbing :) It was alot fun except when i started to get TOO DRUNK! i cant remember the three last hours, i went home with taxi apparently, i cant even remember...jeeez! chacha and alcohol is a quite bad mix! i still feel like im drunk haha im soon leaving to go to the gym that will help me sober up :P




hope u enjoy this monday bitches ;)

I'm living!

I am sooo busy these days it makes me kinda stressed out (on the inside, I try not to show it) but at the same time it's great to be busy, I'm living the life :)

hope ur doing well,,, I never hear anything from anyone on here maybe no one is reading LOL

I went 2hours to the gym today :P I m tired now sooo goodnight!! tomorrow is a big day Im very excited I'll tell u all about it later :D kiss

Dare to be yourself inside and out. People are gonna talk shit either way.

have a good night, bitches :)

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure"

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

amazing!

I love this pic!

have a nice day bitches :)

crazy night in Paris

look at the guy behind my friend!haha

homemade sushi, that's what I'm talking about!

I ate too much, but it was very tasty!!!

shit :(

my computer is being attacked by viruses.. I can tell it's getting worse and worse.. I'm helpless ,  it sucks.. WHY does some people create viruses to destroy computers of others? This sort of thing really disappoint me. humans can be so mean to each other and sometimes for no reason :(

sometimes bad things can provide good things

I lost my phone and also my MP3 player this weekend! what a jerk i am..but actually I never lose my stuff so it's fine..it can happen at times!
anyways, today I bought a new phone and the seller was sooooooooooooooo nice to me! He didnt make me pay some stuff and was really helpful, i love when I meet people like that :)
And what I love about paris is that you can bring your dog almost everywhere!!
Another nice thing is that it's summer weather here.. in OCTOBER!wow :D you can go out in a tshirt and shorts !

How is the weather were you live? I bet no one's gonna answer but I can try :P


TTYL bitches, enjoy life as much as you can!

sweating my ass off at the gym

2hours hardcore workout today! it was awesome and now I feel exhausted and good at the same time :) what a sensation, you have to try it out!!






CHEEEEESE, bitches :)

my body is perfect

advice for girls: how to talk to a boy

1. Know that no man is the same in one aspect. When you first see or meet him, You have to ask him to hang out quickly before his attention is lost, though, because there are plenty of other options out there for him. Ask him out to a movie where the distraction will take away a bit of the first date awkwardness.
2. Smile. Smiling is contagious. Key, keep eye-contact, while smiling. This keeps the tension in the air flirty and fun.
3. 
   
4. Approach him. Usually a hug is a great way to start
5. Joke and be fun.
6. Don't act weird unless that is your personality. Laugh occasionally at what the guy says, he'll be happy to know that you find him funny. If he enjoys the attention, he'll be more likely to hang out with you again.
7. Make eye contact. Sure, it may be scary, but this will help him know how you feel. Make sure you are smiling while you do it, and do not do it for too long. It's not a staring contest. Just a quick look.
8. Be nice to him. Guys don't like it when you're mean. Be pleasant and don't pick at him. If he's not the shy type, you can kind of tease him in a friendly, funny way if they are pretty silly themselves.
9. Be yourself. Don't pretend to be someone you are not for the guy. You want him to like you for you, right?
10. If you are out with a group, make sure you also talk to your other friends. He may find it uncomfortable.
11. Let him do some of the chasing too. Guys enjoy a challenge, so don't make it too easy to be with you, but don't make it too hard. Just be casual.
12. Remember, you are an awesome girl, who will make an awesome guy be proud being with you. If you get rejected, do not be upset, just move on.
13. Try asking him if he knows someone you do know. It's a simple thing, and fairly easy to do if you sum up the courage. Try to bend it into a light conversation, but don't make it too obvious. If he seems uninterested, back off.
14. Think about what you want to say to him before you talk to him, practice your expressions and sentences to mold it into a friendly manner.
15. Gently brush his arm or something while passing. Not too hard, just like it was an accident. It'll get him thinking. Try brushing off pretend fuzz or picking off a pretend hair. Make him comfortable with contact gradually.
16. Remember not to laugh at everything and anything he says. It'll annoy him.!!!(advice for me hahah)
    
17. Compliment him. Make him feel good but don't compliment him too much; he might get annoyed.
18. Try to talk to him about things he likes that makes small talk easier, and he'll catch on and will be more involved in the conversation.
19. Don't annoy him. It is a possible way that he won't want to talk to you anymore. Also, don't stalk him. No one likes someone following their every move.
20. Almost every guy will fall at the look of a pretty girl. Give him this chance. Be open with him and let him fall. After all, you like him, right?
21. Charm, charm, charm! Be witty. Most guys can't stand to be away from a witty one. Be charming, winsome, and quick.
22. Have fun! it sounds weird but it's really important! just relax. if you're all tense then he will feel tense.
23. Try not to seem too available. Guy's don't like a girl that doesn't ever do anything, even if you have no plans say "oh I'll have to get back to you on that" if he asks you out for a date. ( the guy wont run away)
24. Sometimes hard to get works. Guy's like something they have to work for. Make that "something" you and make him work. NOT TOO HARD and be nice about it...
25. Don't be shy about talking to him! What's the worst that could happen?
    
26. Don't think because one guy doesn't like you that the rest don't. Don't let one bad relationship take down the rest. Plenty of fish in the sea.
27. Show off your personality! Don't be afraid to show off your fun side! Be yourself.
28. Have fun, just don't get too carried away
29. 
    

Tips

• Ask him questions, but don't ask too many. Find out what his interests and hobbies are, but don't make it sound like you are interviewing him. Also, make sure he asks you some in return. This will show his level of interest.
• Just relax! Pretend the guy you are chatting with is just a family member-somebody you are comfortable around. Smile, show interest, and make eye contact on and off. This will definitely get any guy's attention.

• Don't act jumpy and weird. Guys hate that. It's a big turn-off. However, be fun and lively, as guys love a girl who can wake them up.
• Don't try to avoid them after talking the first time. Keep the conversation going!
• Don't talk trash about past relationships. Try to avoid them altogether, otherwise it will seem like you're still not over the person.
• Just act like yourself. If you normally act weird, then you might as well act weird! He is going to eventually figure out you're crazy. Hey, he may like that. haha
  
• Don't ask him out right away. These things take time.
• Be patient! He won't be panting after you after a few conversations; keep trying. If he's showing interest, it's worth it!
• Be yourself, no one likes it when a person is trying to be some one she/he is not; it's just plain unattractive. Just be yourself.
• If you're really shy and a friend pretty much has to drag you over to him in order for you to talk to him, don't let him see that. If you're really THAT shy, before you talk to him try thinking to yourself what you're going to talk about and just remember to be confident! (but not overly confident, you'll seem creepy).
• Don't be too calm around him. Then you'll just become a little boring. No one likes boring people!
• Don't ask too many questions when you talk to him, or he'll feel like you're in the FBI.
• Have him text you, don't always text him. It makes it too obvious that you like him & if he texts you that means he misses talking to you, which might mean he's interested.
• If he looks at something, don't look at the same place he did, he will catch you in the act and think you are watching him.
• Don't be shy because then they might think you don't like them as anything more than a friend, and if you are a shy person, you have to try to talk to him. What's the worst thing that can happen?
• Don't flirt with him every day, somedays just pretend your only a little interested. Usually, he'll start flirting back the next day or days.
• Don't worry too much about other girls, or bash on his ex's it could make him mad.
• Don't use your phone when you are around him. It is an extreme turn off, and can be misunderstood that you don't like him!

warning
Life is cruel. No sometimes is no. There are 3 billion males on this planet, many of them are better than the lad you are pursuing.

TTYL , bitches ,and GOOD LUCK

oops

my new roomie thinks blogging is silly. I'm very scared she's gonna find out about mine! haha



Have a good night, bitches :-*

yeah!

I just finished vacuuming and washing the entire apparment, I'm very proud  right now :P :P

I'm getting ready to go to the movies and see "I don't know how she does it" with sarah jessica parker :D the cinema is right next to my gym! it finishes at 17.55. perfect!! 




:)


weird blog but whatever! :P

Believe in yourself

I just got a mission , I'm going to be the assistant of a makeup artist on a film set, Im quite excited but a little nervous. It starts tomorrow night..and it's gonna last for a period of 3months. I'm always scared the first day. I hope I get along with the people and that I don't screw up.

old picture from school when I dyed my hair brown hehehe

 I'm going to the gym tonight. 2hours workout, it's gonna be good for my head and body.
And after I'm going to pick up my good friend and new roomie from Norway at the train station :D

I wish you a great day!

edit: I just got a call and finally I don't start tomorrow but in the end of october :D I'm very happy cause I didnt feel ready for tomorrow ! hehe :)

"I hate myself, I eat too much"

Ok guys let me tell you something, this whole week I've been working alot, I had a urin infection and this weekend I was on a trip with my association. I didn't go to the gym at all, because I didn't have time and effort, and that's fine, but guess what, I've been over-eating this whole period! Every single day at work there was food everywhere. I am a girl who loves food and got extremely tempted and couldnt hold back from eating.. Before I went to bed I felt horrible and heavy.. and this WE even worse.. I ate alot..

I AM NOT FAT, but after eating too much I feel guilty and don't feel good at all. It's VERY stupid, but it's the truth! The worst thing I do is to talk about it to people, that's a big mistake and I have to stop cause it's not nice to complain about stuff like that(especially when ur skinny) , it shows to people that you LACK of confidence.

I am so angry at myself for being this superficial and selfcentered about my weight.. I should be happy I ate good food and not think of it as a bad thing . I am still thin, but not as thin as the week before. Who cares?? seriously I have to change my way of thinking! I am a human being, I'm free, we all are, food make us happy, sometimes we need to let go weight issues.

Of course it's not just the eating part that made me feel bad but it's also the fact I didn't workout, but come on chacha GET OVER IT. next week I have time to go to the gym so..relax!

I know that what I write here is weird but I need to yell at myself. I'm acting stupid! fuck it if my stomach is a little bit bigger and I weigh 53kg instead of 50, I'm still chacha and that's whats important. I have to stop feel ugly and fat, because that will even make people feel the bad vibes(I promise it's really true). The way you feel on the inside shows on the outside!

I know many girls struggle with the same issues. we have to THINK and STOP it.




Life is beautiful and so are we!

good night, bitches :)

happy birthday, mommy.

I miss you.

<3

I'm very tired now!  going to bed pretty soon, im excited for the weekend :)

south africa represent

happy weekend, no-existant bitches!

Off to the doctors

Damn it ! my "fysical troubles" are back LOOL, I woke up at 5.30am couldnt sleep anymore cause its f'ing painful! The doctors office opens at 8.30, I try to be patient, OH MY GOD!! :/ It really sucks, I'm gonna be late for work. I know it's my fault I'm sick again because I drank alkohol yesterday after work (and during work actually haha) and thats really not good. Ok, bitches, I'm gonna tell you what my problem is: I have a urin infection.. A lot of girls get this.. it's horrible! It feels like I have to pee all the time and nothing is coming out and when something comes out it burns like Crazy.. ouch!










the stupid girl to the left(me) shouldnt have been drinking and SMILING like that! god I'm not thinking sometimes!!!!!!

Why is it so hard to move on sometimes?

I don't know the answer, but I know it's very common.... if you have an opinion about it I would love to hear it, and if you have a solution how to get over someone or something I would be even happier.

It's up to you, bitches. Or maybe not.


good night zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

dogsitter

I'm not going to be home all weekend because I'm going on a trip with an association for handicapped that I'm in :D BUT since I'm so tired of asking people I know to keep my dog (I feel guilty) I looked for a dogsitter on the internet! and I found one, it's a girl that lives 10minutes from my place! very nice if you ask me and she don't take too much money either hehe

yeah yeah others than that I'm Really tired ! been working all day and almost didn't sleep last night because of "fysical troubles"hehe I'm not going into details but it was a fucking night ^^ LOL luckily it's better now!


blablabla who cares hahaa :P i just think it's fun to have a blog and write stuff even if it's not very interesting !!


Have a good night! I'm going to bed in less than an hour!! see ya, bitches :)

j'en peux plus

I feel like I wanna collapse so I have to think positively
the sun is shining everyone should be smiling!

have a good day!

no more alcohol

I have to let my body breathe for at least 1 week. No alkohol. my back hurts like crazy because of the bruises.. I went to the cinema with a nice friend and I had problems sitting cause its painful hehe well I asked for it so im not gonna complain too much ;)

good people

god what a mess

 
 Tomorrow I'm signing my job contract and I start on tuesday. I think that's cool.


How are you? I never hear anything

I have alot of bruises on my body today :/

Have a nice sunday!

back from the gym

It was awesome! I brought my friend, she NEVER works out, and she hated it!haha it was so funny to watch her! she left the "class" after only 30minutes because she was "exhausted" and she waited for me in the changing room lol it was really fun :D And also, wait a minute, the funniest part was when I met her outside the gym, she was wearing 13cm high heels! HAHA I was laughing like crazy :D

Tonight I'm going out, quite excited, I PRAY PRAY PRAY I don't screw up anything..like I sometimes do..

Happy saturday, bitches =) TTYL